March 1st, 2009
It’s my second day in a row where I feel achy and tired all over and just can’t get going. I’ve had my 8 1/2 to 9 hours of sleep; I have been taking it slow and easy. This kind of fatigue is a common reaction for me when I have travelled or otherwise exerted myself over several days. I guess a 3 1/2 hour drive to Washington, an evening of training, a late night, a day of lobbying with a Migraine at the end of it, a morning meeting then another 3 1/2 hour drive, then 2 busy working days, count as exerting myself. It feels as if the tiredness stores itself up in my muscles and doesn’t drain out for days on end.
It used to be that I felt like this every day, five or six years ago. That was before I began taking thyroid supplements and bio-identical hormone replacement therapy. It was also before I began practicing good sleep hygeine to manage my Migraines – getting enough sleep and the same amount, at approximately the same time, every night.
I have learned not to push myself when I feel this way. I will recover faster if I rest and take it slow than if I try to power through and get a lot done. It’s hard, though, to cope with the mess around me and not be able to do much about it. It’s hard to cope with the reality that I have a lot of days like this, and I can’t get done what I once could.
My primary doctor diagnosed me with chronic fatigue syndrome about six years ago; his treatment approach to it is mainly to seek to balance my hormones and that has helped a lot. Coach Debra Russell of Artist’s Edge helped me too; she and I traded coaching and it was Debra that taught me that when I am fatigued, I need to rest. Period.
Now I find myself wondering what else is available. As I work with migraine sufferers and other chronically ill folks, I have read some more of the chronic fatigue and fibromyalgia literature. I have to admit to a certain level of denial rearing its ugly head for me once again – I don’t want to face the possibility that I might have fibromyalgia as well. Of course we all know how silly this is (and denial always is silly, powerful and destructive though it may be) – because if I have it, I have it, whether I know it or not, and it’s knowledge that is power, not ignorance.
Well, friends, I make my promise to you – I will go read up on cfs and fibromyalgia and find out what else I should be doing to take care of myself. Today it looks like I’ll be getting the taxes ready from my semi-recumbent position. Nice and restful, eh?
– Megan
Tags: bio-identical hormone replacement, chronic fatigue syndrome, Debra Russell, fatigue, fibromyalgia, migraine, over-exertion
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